that really helped me?
Like usually,
I can't say dark things
without making those I love sad,
but I feel like you guys will get it.
OK, here goes:
I was reading survival rates and side effects of the surgery(s)
that lie in front of me,
and I thought
(as I wrestle to get up off my recliner
because my back hurts)
what if this is the best I will feel this year?
Even though this season is making me weak,
what if this is the most strong I will be
for the foreseeable future?
Well,
it helped me want to get up.
And put my house in order,
and write letters
and say what should be said...
and I thought you guys would get it,
and maybe that would help someone else
as well.
Also, taking baby steps,
and being kind to myself
when I need to rest.
Seize the day,
and God grant you peace,
my dear friends!
xoxo
