Facebook

I hate facebook

I hate the side of me that loves it.

I hate the fact that it never satisfies

And I hate that I keep turning to it.

I know why it's so addictive.

I've distilled the craving,

I know what I want

and I know why

face-book cant give it to me.

I long for acceptance.

I long for love.

I long for encouragement.

I long for belonging.

I long for connection

But honestly,

it's like going to a fast food joint

and expecting a five star meal.

It's just not going to happen.

You will get something

but not high quality

and most of the time

it makes me feel sick.

If I go there to serve

it's slightly less damaging.

But let's face it

If you went to McDonald's

to serve food

and you happen to find yourself

hungry,

You will be tempted

by the sights and smells

designed to allure.

So where do I go?

I only have a few minutes

and there's no God-book.

Wait.

What would happen?

If I changed my behavior?

If I took my constant cravings

to God-book?

Try it

just for a day

and let me know.

c. Kim Damon 2014